i'm a well trained "fun loving" sub/cuck with years of experience, a deep need to serve & a full understanding of my role living long beach, ca. i'm seeking a local Domme to serve in some type of Female led D/s tpe relationship that would amount to more than "play". being a commercial real estate broker i tend to be very aggressive & manipulative in the vanilla world but surrender completely when connected to a Domme. i do enjoy nearly all aspects of B&D, D/s & the fetish world & as i believer in Female Supremacy i seek the mental aspects of the power exchange above all else. it may have taken me years to come to the realization (being taught actually) that true submission has very little (if anything) to do with my "wants" and/or "needs" but is all about complete trust, obedience, surrender & service. the paradox i find myself in is i cannot surrender 100% unless i'm connected to the Domme (and feel She's connected to me) at a level that goes beyond casual or session play.